Even tho im with you i feel so lonley and used
even when you tell me im your only one
i cant help but think about the things that ive heard
you cant change someone there old ways they will act upon
even tho i wish to be the girl the one that can change it all to really make you fall in love
but i dunno how i can indure the pain untill that point of time
oh how i wish i could trust you but it just seems so hard to do
all the awful things i have heard of you
you never call me when you say you will you always ditch me
is that really what i want for myself
i know its not
but i just cant seem to let go
