Why am I so confused on if I should be with this person or not , I tell him I love him he said you love me I said yeah but in my head i said NOT!Some thing is telling me i shouldn't be in love with him but something is telling me that i should and for get my past , you might not know what may happen this could be my last! My chance to be with Mr Right because I know he care but when I am around it's like I'm not there , When we fu.cking thats all i can think about is him and how he is my baby but if thats my baby why am i so confused on if should be his lady! I try and tell him things so that he can listen to me and understand but it's like he's not trying to listen so i constantly repeat my self over and over again? But still he doesn't listen he stays high and thats why he dont listen to me , all i want him to do is listen and be there for me!Is it because of my past who made me like this , wut , i don't know i don't understand......I don't want him to just be my man i also want him to be my best friend!..So why do I feel so confused about if I love him or NoT but all i know i need to make up my mind and STOP!
