Everyday I Pray..to Understand

Forcing back tears
wishing that I could smile
but frowns have taken hold of me
I cant seem to turn them upside down

Ever since you left
I feel a hole deep inside
growing bigger by the day
I wish you were beside me

Without your loving touch
I feel cold all the time
getting colder by the day
I wish you could hold me

Your calm voice is fading
I feel silence all around
It grows so loud inside of me
I wish I could hear you say its gonna be ok

On coming Fears
take over every inch of sanity
I just wanna understand why I feel this way.....
Everyday I Pray..That you Still Love me.....