Love your baby sister.

You took over, and was my protector when my dad died.
You told me i could tell you anything,to you I'd never have to lie.
I would never expect for you to leave,
I expected you to walk me down the isle when i got married.
Everyday i try my hardest not to complain.
trying not imagine what it's like to never see you again.
It seems really quiet all along this small city.
And the lights all come to a dim.
I hope you hear me when i say your name.
Silently crying, i want my big brother here
and everything to be back to how it was all the same.
I thought it'd get easier as time went by,
it's even hard for me to look into the sunsetting sky.
Memories are so real it's like i can see you in front of me.
but deep in my heart i know you're flying high with wings of an angel,
free as can be.
I miss how your laugh and i miss your goofy talk.
I miss you so badly,
it feels like I'm a baby trying to walk.
So when my wedding comes, and when my dreams are fulfilled.
I hope I'm making you proud big brother.
Because the love i have for you is so so real.