I See Me.....

When I look at myself
I find things that no one else sees

I see fear of judgment
that makes her want to go run and hide from the world

I see a fat, ugly, mean girl that
wants to be proud of her self and don't insult herself

I see a girl that her parents think her ED(eating disorder)
is gone, but they just don't know......

I see a scared girl that don't want to feel pain or be disliked

I see a girl that has a negatively attitude and doesn't say she needs help

And I hate that the person I always see is me.