My broken heart...or....whats goin' through my mind..

My heart was broken by you,
Not only once, but also twice
I never even knew
How much you were just you

But as we broken apart, slowly has time only made me strong
Time has made me wonder, and also realise what has been done

I ran into my ex the other day, and it made me realise how much I miss the old days
How much I missed just being me and him

Until one day, when he finally came out and told me,
Then it was so obvious that nothing could ever change

He was a father, or soon to be,
My ex, the one id fallen for once again
He has a child, an un-born child

Why at this moment at this point of time would he come out and tell me he has a child?

Did he think I would not care, did he think I would not know, did he think that I wouldn�t love him so?

Jessica keKentoLowe_