You see him,
Looking at you,
You turn away,
Before he sees,
What his eyes,
Can do to you.
How he melts you soul,
With his eyes,
How you look at him,
And want to die.
You look up,
He's right there,
Playing with your,
Golden hair.
He kisses you softly,
You wonder why,
He pulls away,
And he whispers,
In you ear,
So that no-one,
Will ever hear,
I LOVE YOU!
Then you wake up,
It was all a dream,
But it felt so real,
You think of this,
As you walk to school,
And bump into the man,
You dreamed to kiss.
You fall over,
Dropping your books,
He helps you up,
And gives you one,
Of his greatest looks,
You mumble thanks,
And you turn,
To walk away.
He grabs your hand,
And holds it tight,
You turn around,
Afraid you might,
Fall into his arms,
At the given go.
But you look into his eyes,
And he looks into yours,
Before pulling you close,
And kissing your lips.
You pinch yourself,
To see if it's real,
And when it hurts,
You realize your not dreaming,
And you smile to yourself,
And enjoy reality,
For once in awhile,
It's better than dreaming.
When he pulls away,
Everyone is staring
They can't believe you together,
When there's another guy over there,
Dying on the inside from his broken heart,
But you don't notice,
You too preoccupied.
But then the whispers become too much,
And out of the corner of your eye,
You notice another guy,
With hurt in his eyes.
You tell the guy of your dreams,
You'll be back in a minute,
You race to the other guy,
And notice the tears in his eyes,
Then you feel yourself,
Crying at his tears.
You wrap your arms around him,
And hold him tight,
You look into his eyes,
As he holds you,
Like he'll never let go,
And he says I love you,
You realise you feel it too,
You tell him you'll be back,
And run to the man of your dreams.
And tell him you're sorry,
And he's not the guy for you,
You run back to your love,
And jump into his arms,
He spins you around,
Before putting you down,
And kissing you passionately,
When you pull apart,
He tells you he loves you,
And you say it back,
And kiss him once again.
You walk to class,
Hand in hand,
Looking at each other,
Not making a sound,
You sit together,
At the back of the room,
Then in walks your dream guy,
Looking so sad.
You look at the ground,
Then look up,
And say sorry with your eyes,
Then look back at the ground,
The teacher who,
Notices you've been crying,
And tells you,
To go wash your face.
You stand up,
And walk past your dream guy,
He hands you a note,
And asks you to reply,
You go to the bathroom,
And open the note,
And this is what,
Your dream guy wrote.
I thought you liked me,
I though you cared,
I thought you weren't,
Like other girls,
I thought you wouldn't,
Break my heart,
But I was wrong,
You tore it apart.
You burst into tears,
And run back to class,
And run to your love,
And ask him to go for a walk.
You tell your teacher,
You'll be back soon,
And still in tears,
Burst out of the room.
You start to run,
And he catches you,
He holds you tight,
And tells you it will be alright.
You show him the note,
That your dream guy wrote,
You start to cry again,
And he pulls you close,
To ask you who,
Do you love the most.
You, you reply,
Still crying your tears,
You stand there hugging,
For about 10 minutes,
You break apart,
And he tells you,
You are in his heart,
To the very end,
You smile up at him,
And you realize,
That from now on,
There's gonna be blue skies.
But you still wonder,
Why you cry,
And cut yourself,
Wanting to die.
You confide in your love,
He tells you not to cry,
He tells you,
He'll never let you just die.
You smile,
And you decide,
That you're just going to,
Enjoy life for awhile.
But the joy you had,
Was replaced by hate,
For that one guy,
Whos heart you did break,
He made your life a living hell,
Spread rumours about you,
All over the school,
People believed them,
Called you a tramp,
You tried to be strong,
To not let them know,
That the thing you had given up,
Was becoming the answer to your prayers,
The one thing they couldn't take,
Was the blade away from your hands,
Not even the man you loved the most,
So now as you tell this story,
You're just a ghost
Watching over the man you love the most.
