I've figured Out My Latest Mood, It's You! Pt.1

I've figured Out My Latest Mood, It's You! Pt.1
To my lost soul

Feelings are in a tangle,
Lately all I can in vision Is your beautiful face,
I can hear your sexy voice,
Telling me it's going to be okay,

It's not my obsession over you,
That's hurting the most,
But it's that I felt complete with you,
Like I didn't have to look anymore,
No more feeling lost or without my soul mate,

But how can I get over you?
No matter what I'm stuck on you,
And it isn't right,

Some truth behind this love story,
Is that your not as perfect as I say you are?
You aren't such the angel I'm making you out to be,

We went threw a lot together,
From 05-07,

The days when you where down,
Feeling helpless, lost, and useless,
High, sad, and suicidal,
I'd sit and cry,
Begging you, explaining to you, that things will get better,
I remember when I felt exactly what you felt,
You knew I wasn't lying, when I said I sat there, as you told me you where going to end your life for real this time, I was hanging by 1 thin thread, it was like I was going to not only loose YOU, but the love of my life, my best friend, the only one I really get along with, like I'd loose a part of me,

Till this day I wonder if you lied about a lot of things,
If you still feel the same, like I still do even tho what you put me threw, even tho the pain you caused me everyday, I still love you,
I LOVE YOU, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AS LONG AS I LIVE
Please be my baby again!!

Dedicated to: Tracey aka My Aussie Baby T
September, 7.07