Every word
that passed these lips
is lost.
All the caring in the world
thrown away
For a handful of pills
Do they keep you warm at night?
Do they make it all go away?
Determined to
"Take too many"
No longer content
to hurt just yourself
And yet,
you claim to "Love" someone
Someone you miss
You carve your apologies
into your own skin
As if
that makes it better
My words,
my pleas to help you
for you to let me in
Fall
on deaf ears
Like every word
I've ever said to you
Not once
have you ever listened
not to me
You made it clear
that I am not good enough
I never was..
