This is my hell

I gave to you everything
i had to offer
however little it was my soul
now i hand to you all i have left
putrid flesh offerings of my
final decay
horror reflected on the face of innocence
your mindless claws
scratching my pitiful remains
i offer my strangled voice as a truth
dry black eyes probing guilty excuses
with even atience of suffering
i look at you throught tears
of bitter knowledge
but you just shake your head and fly
beyond my helpless reach
nearby is salvation
an easily extinguished lamp in the
blackness
hopefully i stagger forward
arms outstretched i welcome
my hell