The Choice made Harder!

How i wish that some day you might look at me that way
Think of me when i am lost and mourn me when i am gone
Some day soon i hope to hold you in my arms
For the time it comes can not come soon enough

The day when i do not have to watch from far away
To tell you the things i think instead of thinking them to myself
Holding your hand so tightly so as not to lose you
Telling you all the dreams i had with you

Wanting are the words i say thus far
For i have not the courage to tell you how i feel
Go on i do wishing for you to notice me
But i do not try and i fail to capture your attention

As my passion becomes more intense the more i lament
Knowing i haven't the courage to act on these feelings
So the choice i have made in not trying harder
Is a choice made harder every time i lay eyes on you