Hollow Heart

It was a lie
From that first day
I cant believe you took those words away

My heart aches
My mind screams

I sit in a crowed room with no one around

I hate you
But I think I love you

Or am I just in love with our memories
With our fantasies

I cant believe you
I cant trust you
I cant stop thinking about you

But I have to pull the energy for life from somewhere
I will pull it out of the darkness
I will pull it out of the pain
I will pull it out of the suffering

I break day by day

If you were here
Just to hold my chin up
Just to whisper those sweet words
Just to love me the way I need your love