Twisted conclusions can be heard,
my soul stretched, while dreams burned,
sanity questioned, thoughts screamed,
in my eyes all becomes absurd,
i thought i was better, i tried to strive,
but found out i was better dead than alive,
of life and love if been deprived,
it was to much to even survive,
as a child i was alone, teenage days were fray,
hating life i soon lost my way,
my sapphires dull, my world gray,
my death will soon come any day,
like a rotten apple i was unwanted,
sleep fit full, my dreams haunted,
tasks at hand became daunted,
case closed, i deserved to be taunted,
my sanity lost and anger i found,
faith lost, my spirit bound,
screaming pleas of torturing sounds,
mind broken, my personality gone
emotions hidden, trapped in this shell,
unable to speak, unable to yell,
darkness became my friend trapped in this hell,
i fought to break out of this prison cell,
i fought the silence and the cold,
but my plans of hope soon became old,
my life resold,
the numbing took hold,
darkness enfolds me,
floating away in calmness i see,
my attempts wasted, i brought in him geel,
i cry and plea as I'm carried away in the bounty full sea of misery.
