Life sucks

I sitting up looking out the window,
wishing my life away,
hoping that one day,
GOD will take me from this place.

i wonder why life is so hard,
being homeless and have no job,
life is bad out here.

i tried to live life to the fullest,
but sometimes you can't,
when you are being lied to.

why do i live like this,
and put up with all,
the drama in my life.

i can't understand why,
life keeps throwing stuff at me,
the way it does.

i wonder why FAMILIES aren't,
always there when you need,
them the most.

why do i keep thinking about how,
things are bad?

i will one day wake up,
out of this hell whole,
and realize i can make it through,
without committing murder.