I'm trying

Why am i always failing you?
No matter what i do
I mess up some how...
I never meant it to hurt you...

Am i ever going to keep you happy?
Am i even good enough?
How much do i have to do?
Is it ever going to end?

I try so hard...
Ive given this relationship everything!
My heart and my strength.
Should i stop putting everything in this relationship?
Cause it kills me to fail...

I feel so weak lately...
I just want to cry...
I cant take much more!
i need it to be ok again.

I just want to cry out!
but I'm afraid.
Afraid of being weak and alone
I don't want to cry alone...
I need things to be better.