I'm sick of waking up
worrying
I'm sick of dragging
myself down
I'm sick of feeling like this
thinking about things too much
trying to figure stuff out
I can't be bothered
to sit and try
to work it all out
there's no point
in doing it now
I'm sick of letting
people take a hold on me
I'm sick of doing this
thinking about certain people
calculating the damage they have done
It shouldn't matter now
I'm sick of living
in my past
It's gone on for so long now
It's time for me to let go
put it all in the back of my mind
leave it
as a distant memory
that's all i want it to be
or it will take over
I will carry on
living like i do
in fear. hurt and pain
and i don't want that
I'm sick of it
I've had enough now
a change is what i need
so i am going to
pursue it
