The start of the disaster

I had all my dreams sorted
my destiny was so easy to master
so why can't love be the same
why does it always turn to disaster

there's been so many guys in my life
so many loves i gained and lost
a broken heart I've had a few
a relationship always came with a cost

a heart as been broken once or twice
my love never been really full
but least i can always yell
that my love life has never been dull

I've dated some great guys
touched my heart in some way
but it's never been true love
a love that was there to stay

i didn't want the "Mr perfect"
the tall, rich, sexy guy
i wanted a guy to make me laugh
and hold me when i cry

the one who i can talk to so easily
a joke that only we share
someone who i would do anything for
he would make me take that dare

but thats just a dream
there's not a guy out there for me
even though I'm not asking for alot
love just doesn't come easy

so here i am
my destiny so easy to master
but when you mention love
thats the start of the disaster