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by Xx KaYleY 2008 BaYbeE xX Sep 11, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / other
Hearing the nurse's keys clatter as they walk on by, Is a constant reminder of where you are and every time i Syd. When your through the first door they lock it straight away, And the second and third is pathetic you can't get out i must say !!! I was followed everywhere i went even for a shower, It made me feel uncomfortable like i had no power ! When i was first there I hated the nurses so much, they pinned me down and injected me without a tender touch !! They just grab hold of you and put you on the floor, they injected me with something and then shut the door ! It knocks you out for quite a while and you wake up in a daze, I didn't realize it was for my own good it must have been just a faze ! If they would have let me do anything what was the point of me being there ? They helped me through a lot of things and really they did care !! I tried to cut and hang myself so i wouldn't be here today, If it wasn't for the nurses I'd be dead i now can say. They are there to get you better and free of all your pain, they listen to you and are your friends and stop you becoming insane !!!