X~little drops of pain~x

Here I sit pen in hand
Tears streaming down my face
Trying to think of a way to make you understand
The thud of my heart gaining in pace

My tears little drops of pain
My silent sobs go unheard
And I'm here wondering what u had to gain
Wishing I was free to fly like a bird

What did you see in hurting me so
In making me cry
why didn't u just take my word " no "
All the things u said was a lie

The pain it continues to grow
My heart so close to breaking
Depression? Yeah now I know
Every morning I dread, into the hurt im I'mkening

Will you ever see how u hurt me
As I lay here my whole body feel like lead
This is the one thing I can guarantee
I wont be happy till your on the floor , dead