For me to be dead..takes only

Rip out my heart mess with my mind everyone thinks you are so kind.
Break my soul and break my heart, tear our, love apart.
Lie to my face, lie to me now. I don't understand how.
Break me some more i'm already so sore,
it can't affect me now.
Make me go crazy, make me want to die. I know everything you said was just a lie.
You never loved me, you never even cared,
living my life makes me scared. Some think i' am better but really i'm worse.
Soon I hope to be in the back of a hearse.
I want the razor to cut my skin, and have the happiness flow in.
All I wanted was love, but its not what I got,
For me to be dead, takes only...one shot.