I watch as rivers run
down my arm
my wrists crying red tears
my futile attempts to end my life
stop here
this is it. the end
i can feel the pain leaving my body
dissolving into the pool of blood around me
im sorry mum, dad, i tried
at least i can say i tried
i can feel rushing speed
a bypass in from of my blind eyes
i reach into the light
warmth surrounding me
a little girls teddy bear hug
i have come home.
