MUSE!?

The words, they fail to find me,

thou out in teh open i stand,

and rain dances around me.

i am waiting.

drenched, cold, and broken

feels like time has stopped

all this water leaves me chokeing.

where's my muse?

up to my chest in liquid

hoping to be washed away

i cant write like i once did

has she left me?

calling out above the thunder

my words, thrown back in my face

i stand still with quiet wonder

in my heart, she laughs.

where you there all along!?

did you marvel as i drowned!?

why didnt you speak before!?

"YOU WOULDNT HAVE HEARD ME"

you could have yelled, screamed!

beat against my soul,

stopped my blood from flowing!

"YOU WERE DEAF TO ALL MY CALLINGS"

then why can i hear you now!?

when before, you left me!?

what changed in that ocean!?

"YOU DID"

how did i change! when!?

did i die? break? collasp?

did i cry myself to death!?

"YOU WERE HEALED AND BORN AGAIN,

START LIVING MY CHILD"