Scary Nightmare

Ok, little story before you read. I'm not becomeing suicidle or anything if thats what u think this poem is about. It was a bad dream i had. nothing more. My dreams have hidden messages that I need know, but am too stupid to realize I know it. If u see a hidden message tell me what u think it is. Or u can tell me how much u hate or like the poem.

I am walking around my school
walking down every hall
tears in my eyes
gun to my head

I am asking everyone
pleading for help
I'm begging them
as i cry out loud

I walk around
no one cares
no one listens
everyone runs

like there scared
they stay away
then i see her
the one who i know will help

I run to her
fall on my knees
begin to cry
and beg for help

she looks at me
then looks away
walks off like nothing happened
and leaves me there abandoned

I don't know what to do
who will help me
no one cares
there all scared

I sit there alone
without a clue
my finger pulls the trigger
and then I wake up