ALONE

Memories,dreams,hopes,life,
all is nothing, but a lie,
a joke played on me,
by life itself,
I'm worth nothing but the dust,
blowing away with evrey wave,
I lie like a lifeless piece on this earth,
stuffed with guilt of my own,
love doesnt touch my face anymore,
can feel not your warmth anymore,
waiting for you to open the door,
let me free, let me die,
not a wish, but a request it is,
dont wish to suffer like this,
have no strength to bear more,
just waiting to go through that door,
let me free once and for all,
my spirit doesnt want to live anymore,
no friends , no love,
worthless I am,
what to lose, what to gain,
do I still need more , to undestand pain,
my life is nothing more, than a meaningless show,
nothing to hold ,neither to let go