I'm dying baby

You were the first and i fear the only to love me back
Now that your gone theres a hole missing from my heart
My whole entire life has been thrown off track
And its completely tearing me apart

I wish i could still fall asleep in your arms
Still wake up to your face
But i screwed up
And i know now you probably think of me as some disgrace

I bled yesterday
Trying to numb the pain
Am i even still alive anymore
Cause i feel like this hollow shell

I need to know that you'll always love me
So i know ill always have someone
And alone is something ill know i never have to be
As long as i have your love

Now i know that this is all jumbled up
Maybe even hard to read
But i just need to know whats up
Cause your all I'll ever need

I know that I'm dying without your touch
And i know that its all my fault
But theres nothing i can do now
Because i cant make your life take a halt

The drugs stopped working a while ago
But there still the perfect resort
But i really want you to know
Before this line i snort
That i love you and i know i screwed up
Now I'm paying for it myself
With every cut, pill or joint
But i don't want any help

I'm dying baby
I need your touch
I cant live without you
I know that its all my fault

I know that its to late to say I'm sorry
But i really hope you know
Ive been a wreck sense you've been gone
Even If it doesn't show

Please think about me every night before you go to sleep
I'll be gone soon baby
Cause I'm so sick of watching you weep

I don't want to kill you anymore
Cause god knows its killing me
I don't want us to bleed anymore
Don't lie cause you know i see

I can't say goodbye my sweet lover
I'm sorry i just don't know
Theres someone thats a no one new in my life
And i don't want you to know

But know that i love you
And your always on my mind
I know well find each other someday
Because our love was hard to find

*~*It might be a little confusing but i hope you guys understand please rate/comment*~*