all those people that now know,
say that they understand.
but how can they understand when it hasn't happened to them
they don't know how it feels.
they don't know what its like to have your dignity, and other things taken of you.
they say its all going to be OK.
how do they know.
they don't know the half of how you feel.
you can't explain that feeling you have deep inside.
you want to shout out at them
you can't know, you don't know!!!'
but it doesn't come out, you just stand there, staring blankly at them.
how can they feel that same feeling you halve, the one that feels empty inside.
that one that you know what you have lost, the one that got taken away from you.
they can't understand because its that feeling you get when you have been abused.
the feeling of unloved and used.