All Of My Life

Here i am again,
always the same old story
another battle lost
another failed glory

it seems i will remain here
no escape it seems
another lost hope
more failed dreams

i look through the past
and see the old mistakes
wish i could turn back time
and do more retakes

so last night
i got up and went round town
trying to find more to life
make my mistakes drown

but it will follow me for the rest of my time
i will always be haunted by the past
it seems so unfair
that the memories will always last

this must be the worst of my life
the lowest of the low
but no-one is left here
so maybe i should just left go

no-one to rescue me from my demons
no-one to hold my when i fall
so i've decided to give up
given up on that call

so here i am
the last problem i will ever face
could also be
my last time on this god forsaken place

because late last night
i decide to make a plan
because it will kill for life
because giving up is all i can

so goodbye to everyone in my life
but goodybe to my old time
because if i carry on
it will haunt me all of my life