Dead life

My life was dark and dull
Worse that all the rest
The only color i could see
Was red blood dripping from m wrists onto my desk

missery is all around me
a knife lies in m sweaty palm
i thought i was the one you loved
your name is carved into my arm

now because of you i die inside
wanting death more and more
this was cured by you and caused by you
now there is no cure