Your Back In My Life {{{to my ex}}}

Just when i thought everything was going right
you came back into my life
confusing everything.
if only i didn't once believed i loved you
this wouldn't be so hard to walk away.

you hurt me so bad,
broke my heart.
manipulated how i felt
left me here standing alone
bleeding and crying for help.

you didn't expect me to try and take my life did you?
so why did you treat me the way you did
and made me feel the way i did?
you said you loved me,
forever.
you broke me in half,
made me believe i couldn't live without you.
i wish things would have been different
i wish now things could change.

i still have my feelings that guard me from you,
now that we talk again I'm making sure i wont fall.
please don't try and hurt me as friends,
I'm in love with my fiance' want to be there for him.
don't want to loose him,
just like you don't want to loose her.

we've gone through a lot,
its changed us for the better,
now that your back in my life,
lets keep our distance and just be friends.

{{{to my ex...he broke my heart, i tried killing myself. now we talk again, he is in love with his girl, and I'm in love with my fiance'. every things better, just being friends...}}}