I love you so much
But I dont wanna hurt again
And Im not sure were enough
To even be somewhat friends
Youre everything
And anything
Youre special to me
But Im too scared to say a thing
Because Im scared to bleed
He infected me
Thats why I find it hard to breathe
He sucked the life from me
Its easy to see
And Im not about
To fall to the ground
Just like with him
Cuz if I fall I might never get up again
Let me find myself
And maybe get some help
Because everythings wrong
And I shouldnt rely on self-harm
Every second that I slip
Cuz then I feel sick in the end
So let me pull together
Before I let you in
