This isn't a poem but a letter I'm writing to someone but you can still read it this is just the only way she would listen to me
Hey! Whats up? Nothing just got finished watching a movie with my mom which really reminded me of you. Some of the things done and said i thought about us or the us we use to be cause now its just me. You know their are three different kinds of love in the world. Love which you get over in 2 months Real love which takes 2 years or Great love which is great and you never get over. Well someone always told me to tell someone how i feel and found out their reactions then you'll know if its true or not. Well i love you to death i always have and always will. You mean more than anything in the world to me. I wish i could show you just how much you mean to me but i cant I'm sorry i cant bring you the world and everything in it but if you spend your life with me i can bring you around the world and show you just what your missing. Your the only person i care about in life. I don't care what others think feel or anything the only thing i care about is what you feel think and how you accept things. You have showed me so much in life its not even funny. You have taught me more than ill ever imagine. Before i met you i didn't know a lot. I didn't know how to love and care for someone. I was one of those people who just thought of a relationship just to be with someone. But you showed me that a relationship has to be filled with compassion honesty and trust. Well thats one reason our relationship ended. I didn't give you full honesty and that was my mistake. I didn't get to fill your heart and let you know every reason why i loved you. I told a lie which ruined everything. I was always told what happens is meant to happen but like me i think god made a mistake. Because i know we are meant to happen. And if not then i will always love you. I was also told if you love someone fight for them and if in the end they still don't care there is no reason to fight anymore. Well i don't care what they say I'm still gonna fight for you because you will never ever truly know how much i love you. Nothing can amount to my love for you. I will never give up in you because i know and hope that I'm meant to be with you. And i remember one day you told me "don't give up on me whether i tell you to leave me alone or push you away don't give up on me" So i never will. When i lied to you i was following my head because i knew if i didn't you would never wanna be with me but now i know I'm wrong i know in a relationship you need to follow your heart and that is why I'm telling you all this now. Yes i know your thinking why all of a sudden you now tell me all this after you have already fell in love with Jon. Well because this love i have for you is GREAT love something i will never get over maybe one day i will find someone in life to love but they will always be second and until then your all i want it will be a long time before i find anyone. And i know you may have already closed the book on me and already closed your arms and took back your hand for me to hold. But my arms will always be open for you to run to My hand always out for you to grab My shoulder always there for you to lean on or cry on and My love always there just in case you want back. Alway always remember that EVERY light in the house is on and they will never ever turn off. I still remember the night you told me that you had never had boyfriend before or a first love and i was your first and that you would want me to be your first kiss and everything else well i don't know if you've already had your first kiss but then and always will i remember that. *kisses you* And if your reactions are telling me you really truly don't want me near you or with you then i will listen to you and follow your wishes i just need to know what your thinking and feeling right now and if you need to read some of the emails you have sent me i will let you. I also remember the night me and you both went outside to look at the moon and at that very moment i could feel myself with you i could actually feel your heart being with mine i could feel your touch on my skin and i could feel you not so distant maybe one day i can feel it again
