Will i be Like Josh?

When Josh died everyone cried
will i be the same, or be denied

basketballs, memorials, everything they could do
but what about David? do i mean anything to you?

when i die will i get such honors bestowed?
when i die will my great exploits be retold?

when Josh died there was all sorts of deifying things
even a remember Josh t-shirt, me thinking of it stings

will i be honored when i die is the same old story
of course I'll be dead, so why should i even worry

i have no reservations on making good ladies cry
it killed me when they did after Josh said goodbye

but still what about me? am i being too selfish?
did i do good in life, or do i just sit and embellish?

Josh was a good friend and i have nothing against him
but if i died, if i were killed, would it be the same, grim?

Josh miller was a great guy, he died in a car crash a few years back. he had no thoughts of remembrance upon his death, but they came anyway. unjustly they came