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by x!*Just wanna be loved*!x Sep 13, 2007 category : Love, romance / i love you
I loved him so much, I decided that it was time, To give him something, Of a whole new kind. I thought that I was too young, But he reassured me, That he had loved me forever, And he would never hurt me. I trusted him, And let him do what he wanted. Now I got something new coming, Something unwanted. How could this be? I am too young, To have a child, As quick as it sprung. I never thought that this would happen, At least not to me. I thought that this only happened, In shows on TV. Now I know how they feel, When they don't know what to do. I want to be happy, But that feeling is not true. I will love this child, No matter what, I want to be its mother, But... I am still in secondary school, I need this time, To be my own person, And to take my time. I don't know how to raise a kid, I cant be a mum. I haven't even lived any of my life, I haven't even been to prom. This is a win/lose situation, There are going to be ups and downs. We are going to start planing, Start setting our grounds. So, I have 9 months to think, But no matter what, I will have this child, And with me he will live in our rut. This was my creation, That I can not fake. This baby is many things, But not a mistake.