I thought i was obsessed
And that i couldn't live without your caress
I always awaited your smile and your touch
But now it seems all too much
I use to spend my days waiting for you to appear
And my stomach would turn when your where near
Or when your name flashed on caller ID
Now i spend my days wondering when will i get hurt
When you are near i turn my back
And let it take a message on my cell
The feeling is gone
The butterfly's flew away
The love i had wasn't here to stay
I thought i was going over board
And left you behind
Now I'm done and your still there
Trying to get me to stand along your side
At first i thought i should take the chance
And now i think friends is better
Cause that can last forever
i still don't trust you
I still don't know what to talk about on the phone
There's just no more fun
Now I'm out on the run
But i know when the time comes
You'll forget about me
And i will cry wondering what if
But either way the tears will fall
Without or without you there to catch me
For if i where to accept you as mine
You wouldn't say goodbye
You'd go out with someone else instead
And if i forget i know i will crying saying i should have said yes
If only i knew which way is for the best
But the love isn't there
And the glow in your eyes has gone
When you touch my now i cringe
And you call i get annoyed
You still think its all the same
Now I'm winning in this game
Even though i wouldn't wanna loose
I'm nothing like you
And i wouldn't want to hurt you
SO ill tell you now
And tell you clear
I tell you everything you need to hear
I loved you once and you didn't
Then you loved me and i forbid it
Then it was two for two
And suddenly I'm over you
