You think you know me
Well you don't
You treat me like a fallen leaf.
Like im last season. im not good enough for you...
It pains me when you say you love me
And you never want me to go
That you love me forever and forever
Until eternity...
Then behind my back
You turn around when im gone
You ask my best friend if you wanna connect
She turned back around looked at him and smiled
Yes oh yes
That afternoon ii was on MSN...she signed in
Her MSN name said 'ii love you ****'
My heart tore a little bit...
She said "Guess what?"
I asked her what
She wrote with such feelings..
"HE ASKED ME OUT!! AND WERE GOING OUT"
My heart tore a little bit just reading then it ripped into two. Thinking about how much he wrote saying ii love you Emily...
She knew I loved him. But instead she loved him more
So now there together
Every night I come home wandering what it would be like to feel special...
Tears fill my eyes with many more
Until my tummy hurts
Then I wrote him a letter saying about how much he hurt me...
I played a game to his feelings
I wrote his name on the front...not knowing how big this letter would break
He came to me and asked about it
I had to pretend I dont have any idea what hes going on about
I just wish we could be together...but I dont get that
Then I have to go to school acting like im all ok...
Until now and ever more I love him and always will
But now I wander what it would be like to feel special and have a family with you but I can't have that chance because your will is to her...
Then came a disco
They still go together but I know he loves me,
22nd June is her birthday
He is going to dump her on the disco
I tried to tell her but she didnt listen
Knowing here she kept going out with him...
