Suffering From Withdrawal.

Every time that I get time on my own
it feels like I'm suffering withdrawal.
Even just to hear you on the phone
hardly makes a difference for me at all.

I try to sleep off the thought that you're away.
Even though I know you'll return to me,
I can't help the pain that raids me all day
to the point where it hurts to breathe.

I know we have to separate sometimes,
but you know that I wish we never had to.
When you're gone, I feel so weak; so blind.
Babe, you know I'm hopeless without you.

It feels like the world wants us apart,
and so I curse my luck when you're gone.
You're the only thing that matters to my heart,
so when alone, it feels like I can't go on.

You're the only thing that's on my mind;
my best thoughts are when at your side.
To me, you're the only one whose kind.
with you, babe, I never have to hide.

I cry now, in anguish, because you're away,
and it feels like a million miles difference.
Tonight when we're reunited, it will be okay,
I just miss you so bad during your absence.

I love you so much, like I never have before,
so much that I can't stand to see you go.
Each time you leave, I miss you so much more,
but you will come back to me, this I know.

Sarah Gammon ©
13/09/07

I love my boyfriend so much.
Thanks for reading. -x-