Love lost

Id give it all up
I'd start anew
I'd push it away
to make it up to you
your were my heart
my wisdom inside
i made the mistake
for nothing but pride
I've begged forgiveness
pleaded for a start
clear of my mistakes
so we would not be apart
failure i greeted
pain begins to set
feelings well acquainted
emotions i have met
missing all the laughter
you and i once shared
know that's the past now
hope you know i cared
you never left my heart
even if I've left yours
remembering the good times
forgetting all the wars
wishing to rekindle
knowing it wont be
hoping you the best
your happy and your free