Goodbye my friend, lover, homie

Far away yet so close
how could u
u said u wouldn't let me go
pain is what happened
sadness came
tonight i cry
for i lost a friend
a lover
a homie
show me the light
give me the love i lost
help me
the pain is strong
darkness is coming
help me
god help
i cut my wrests
to see if i feel
but i don't
pain is no longer here
i cant feel
but ill stand strong for u
ill close my eyes
to see if i can make it
for u
ill stand strong
stand tall
tell i can feel
ill feel again
one day
if not now
later
help i cant hold on
I'm falling
i thought i could stand
but the ground is giving in
help
I'm falling
deep
deeper into the ground
help
Ive almost hit the bottom
help
help me
no
i wont give in
ill stand my ground
no more
ill live
if it kills me
ill try to live
if not for me than for u
ill die for u
my love