Wishing the best from the worst

I cant even say I'm sorry theres no words to explain at this point what Ive done
every time i come close to perfection all of my heart seems to run
i love you so much no matter how in perfect or out of touch
thinking about us this brings me to tears I'm listening to our song
and everything weave done and laughed about is surfacing
I'm forced upon this choice that drags are hearts which were once one into pieces
and its all my fault i wish it wasn't i wish i would have listened I'm scared i want you need you
but yet Ive made this drastic decision to leave you
if the system wasn't a huge part forced into my life i would replace it with you
you could drag me anywhere as long as we would be together or even a tap away
i didn't mean this but i am faced with the hurtful fact i picked it over you
I'm sorry my life that is dealt to me brings a burden and i cant carry
I'm sorry
i promised you so much i told you so much just to bring you down so much when i failed
i broke the one thing i held onto the most
my grip let lose my heart fell apart and so did I
but i cant imagine you broken so didnt be your to beautiful to cry or even be upset
and i pray to god that when you wake up next to someone else other than me your eyes meet as bright as the stars and you think of them as an angle
because they are
i sent them