I'm tired of these feelings,
Just with they'd go away.
But the more I try and push them back,
The longer they seem to stay.
I'm falling even deeper,
Getting hurt by what we do.
It's not the fall that kills me though,
It's the fact that you're in it too.
Holding on to this friendship,
Is proving to be harder than before.
I told you that we could still be friends,
But somehow you always wanted more.
What started out as just a fling,
Had quickly grown more real.
Telling each other that this would never end,
Love was just something to feel.
Time flew by so quickly,
It's still hard for me to remember.
But as I begin to look back on us,
The answers become more clear.
Why did you do this to us?
Pushing us apart.
I told you I wasn't ready for commitment,
But that love was felt with my heart.
My intentions were never to hurt you,
But it was something that I had to say
The hardest part was leaving you behind,
And going on my separate way.
This time I don't feel bad,
For anything that I've done.
Because what I just found out is that,
You couldn't commit love to just one.
We never would have worked out anyways,
And the other girls would have found out too.
Because someone would have told them everything,
So they wouldn't be just another number to you.
