Im Gone

I sit here in this empty room i look around and all i see is walls as i panic and try to get out there is no way as i ware myself out screaming and crying i slowly fall asleep as i sleep i dream ..out of all the things in the world i could dream of why do i choose to dream about you?i have no idea what makes me think about you all the time after all you did hurt me you did make me cry why why after all this do i still love you why do i care ...your the reason I'm here stuck in this room no where to turn no where to run losing myself into the sun ..maybe one day we will become as one and then ill break free away from this lonely room were if i stay i am doomed to live my life lonely cold and sad angry at the world and myself ill break down not 4giving myself for not 4giving you ill cry as i want to die ill be determined to save myself the heartache and suffering and end it now .....now i lay here in a puddle of blood as the tears roll down my face as i think of you and how you choose her...I'm feeling light headed and its almost time to go no more pain no more me no more you no more anything because I'm threw...I'm gone.........