You ask me why i love you and i cant tell you the truth.
i don't know if its my mind or my heart thats confusing me.
because my hearts telling me to and my minds telling me not.
i don't want to hurt you like iv been hurt before.
i don't want to see you cry the painful tears that iv cried so many times.
i don't want you to suffer with a broken heart like iv suffered so many lonely nights all alone.
dieing inside little by little can some one save me from myself?
..wanting to die as i always cry you ask me whats wrong and why i cant trust you and i don't wanna lie and say nothings wrong and i wanna trust you but i cant my heart is broken and it takes time to mend so please forgive me if i hold back.
i hope you understand what I'm going threw and maybe some day i will let loose and give you my heart so you can take it and keep it and shelter it from the breakage...give it time cus i do love you!