Never Ending Goodbye

I open my eyes and all i see is darkness whats wrong with me why cant i see just this morning i was as happy as can be was able to see something happend to me between then and now I'm not sure what it was and how it happend all i know is now I'm filled with sadness and it hurts within where do i begin how do i find the truth to what really happend so i close my eyes and begin to cry because i can see what happend and why I'm like this now its not what i thought and i cant imagine how u could do this to me..yea its because of u I'm like this now hurt and alone ready to die..why...why would u do this i did nothing wrong and u punish me 4 it i was fun i was loving and now I'm just depressing no life left in me tears in my eyes as i cry i die..I'm done its over now nothing left of me just 4 get me like i never was here theres nothing to remind u of me because I'm gone and your to blame u made me do this u made me die so all thats left of me is a never ending goodbye!