I Cant Do It

I Miss You I Want You Back
I Say To Myself Over And Over Again.
It's To Late Tho The Past Is The Past
He's Gone ..He's Moved On Thats What My Friends Say.
So What Hes Gone I Don't Care I Tell Them...
But Deep Inside I'm Screaming
Why Me I Don't Want To Be Alone.
I Just Want To Die ...He Chose Her Over Me
Why What Did I Do Wrong?
I Lay In Bed And Cry For Hours
As I Picture Him Doing All The Stuff He's Done With Me
He Is Now Doing All That Stuff With Her.
It Makes Me Sick I'm Losing My Mind.
I'm Angry At Myself For Losen Him
I Could Have Been Better I Know I Can!
As I'm Slipping In To Depression I Cry My Self To Sleep
The Next Few Days Thats All I Do I Cant Get Out Of Bed Its To Hard My Eyes Bloodshot Red My Body Is Numb I Really Just Want To Take This Gun Put It To My Head And Get It Over With End This Horrible Life I Don't Want It No More...Or Maybe Take This Knife And Slowly Cut The Pain Away Slice By Slice I Bleed And I Bleed The Puddles Of Blood Beneath My Feet.
I'm Releasing The Pain That You Have Bestow Upon Me
As The Blood Drains From My Body I Write A Little Note To Tell Everyone I'm Sorry And I Cant Do It Anymore I Cant Live My Live Knowing What i Know So It Is Really My Time To Go...Blood Splattered Paper and My Lifeless Body Is All They Find ...All I Really Wanted Was For You To Be Mine ..But You Chosen My Fate To Rest My Soul Behind The Hell That I Cannot Escape!