Mon Adieu

Date Written: September 8, 2007

"I hope you're happy with your life now... && even happier now that I'm letting you go. I loved you so much simon. I just can't find the reasons why you did this to me. 2 months have passed && I'm still hurt. I'm just learning how to let go.

Someday...
...I'll forget you too.

Adieu."

That was the text message I sent you.
It was my birthday; at 4:29 in the afternoon.
My whole life has changed since you left--
&& I know, my heart is gonna give up soon.

It has been two months...
&& I still miss you to this very day.
I can't seem to be any happier;
When I know each day is a brand new day.

What have I done wrong--
That you chose to go?
Weren't you happy with me?
Tell me, I just want to know.

I remember all the things--
The laughs, the smiles-- even the tears.
Now I'm learning to give up;
Although I know it would take me years.

I still love you && it's killing me.

Teach me how to forget;
I wanna learn how to breathe again.
But I don't ever wanna neglect you--
Even if I'm with other men.

I should've known better--
I wish I had perfect eyes to see.
I still love you;
&& it's killing me.