Dead now

I put myself thru so much mess...
O hurt so much good people
I wish i can change....
but they kno my story
they kno who i am??
Why cant i shack up
with some hot chick and love her
and i mean love her....

I hate u
Why do u smile in my face
and act like everything is all good
wen u kno ur hurtin...
talk 2 me!!!

Yea ur probly thinkin
Why should i say anything
if she never openz up
ha she is a joke....

Shaneka is diein rite now
all these girls in lust
they all did her and
some fall and she plays mind games
like shit is goin 2 work...

I hate her...
so depressed and confussed
taughted by her own mistakes
and head aches...
hated by none and discussed by sum
ha ha ha ur dead now messed around
and got that chick
that would put a bullet 2 ur head
4 breakin her heart