Somehow, in one sentence,
You destroy my world.
Tear down everything I've been
For nearly half a year,
But what has felt like a lifetime.
Pain blooms, swift and sharp,
And brings anger, confusion, wondering.
That terrible question;
"What did I do? What's wrong with ME?"
WHY?
All I did was LOVE you,
Is that wrong?
Did I love you TOO MUCH? TOO INTENSELY?
Pardon me for falling for you,
Maybe I should have known better.
But you were PERFECT, this ANGEL,
Interested in me! A nothing, a nobody.
Every day was a joy,
Just thinking of seeing you.
Every night,
I knew you were but a few hours away.
Your eyes, your lips,
Told me things beyond what words can express
And I drowned in them,
A slave to your will.
I gave SO much of myself(maybe too much?)
And when you went,
I didn't have anything left.
It was all with you.
