It's hard for me

I love you,
more than you know,
you probably can't see it,
it's hard for me to show,
I know you want to be trusted
like you trust me,
I can try my very hardest
but you have to see,
that we don't talk or hang out a lot
so it's hard for me to know
if you're the type of guy that can be trusted
so for now the trust level is low,
I'm sorry you have to hear this,
but it's the painful truth,
I just want you to understand
I'm not trying to be rude,
I still love you deeply,
more than you know,
you probably can't see it,
It's hard for me to show