I sit here

I sit here
and I think
I think about us
I think about you
and I think about
what all we have been through

I sit here
and I cry
I think about you
Leaving me
I think about being alone
and I think about how
bad it would hurt if
I Lost you

I sit here
and I wonder
I think about
should I trust you anymore
should I trust that you
Love me?

I sit here
and I cut
I think about do you care enough to stop me?
I guess not since I am doing it

I sit here
and I am dieing
and my last thoughts are
I guess you dont care
I'm better off dead

and in all her cuts it spells out I Love you even though you dont geive a crap about me!