My deepest fear is not of heights.
My deepest fear is not of pain or suffering.
My deepest fear is not of living in poverty.
My deepest fear is not of dying.
My deepest fear is not of ending up in hell.
My deepest fear is much deeper.
My deepest fear is more than life or death.
My deepest fear is something I have overcome.
I have overcome this with the help of one beautiful woman.
She has shown me that I have nothing to fear.
Her name is Sherene Shannon.
And she has shown me what true love feels like.
Dying without feeling true love was my deepest fear.
Now I can die happy because I have felt her love.
My deepest fear now is losing her and wondering what if.
What if we would have been together longer?
What if I would have treated her better?
What if we would have gotten married?
Would our lives be different?
Would we be happier?
I know I would if she would just give me the chance.
If she doesnâ??t I will understand and I just want to thank her.
I want to thank you Sherene for giving me the chance to feel true love.
You mean the world to me and I am grateful.
I appreciate you for allowing me to be a part of your life.
But most of all I thank you for helping me overcome my deepest fear.
I love you Sherene Shannon. Thatâ??s never going to change.